Imagine no possesion...I wonder if u can.

8:22pm: Death to the Overachievers
next year, i think im gonna die. here is the schedule

Band II or III
World History AP
Pre Calculus HON
English II Gifted
Chemestry I Gifted
Spanish II
Biology I Gifted

and health online

im afraid of the AP!! she said 3 hours of hw...and essays every week.

next year is gonna be suicide

6:46pm: i had an insightful conversation...

many teenagers seem to be falling into depression of just going under a search in order to find themselves, find out who they really are. Many teen dont know what they stand for, why they're here or just...who are they. Who am i? personality wise, religious wise, what kind of things do i like. I dont know if its hard to figure out for anyone else, but it is something i have found myself wondering many times. for anyone else who also thinks this way, heres what i think now:

everyone goes crazy trying to figure themselves out at this age, hoping someday magically it will just dawn upon them, they will suddently know exactly who they are. This thought may be misleading. Who u are is defined by ur experiences in life. U are defined by ur mask, ur history, ur story. So in order to find yourself you must first live ur life, and live it to the fullest. That is y just before ppl die, they figure out who they are, and are saddened that they didnt figure it out sooner. but they actually never could figue it out sooner. They had to live first. So stop trying to figure it out prematurely, driving urself crazy because u lack the experiences, and wasting ur life, LIVE IT! uve only got one life to live. never pass a chance up, even if ur scared to do it, u may regret not living later. eventually, it will come to u easily.

ixtah, srry i stole ur hairtie :-P

7:49pm: MY first entry in live journal. The only reason i got this is because everyone i no has one, but ill love xanga always and forever. check out my xanga: silverwolf003.